Memories

A memory you would love to relive.

I have pondered this for days. 

If I could go back in time to any point in my life, where would I go? 

What would I do? What moments would I like to relive?

It's impossible to decide.

• I would go back to Josh and I dating, the very beginning when everything was new & exciting, and I was all butterflies.

• I would go back to the moment we found out we were expecting twins.

{34 weeks with twins}

• I would go back to those first few crazy weeks with the twins and make sure I squished them up properly.

• I would go back to being pregnant (with the twins or Wyatt) and I would feel those tiny legs squirming inside me.  I would feel those first faint flutters of amazing and revel in it.  I would go back to that moment in time when my body housed three, and I would marvel at the miracle of it.

{32 weeks with the twins}

• I would go back to those four days in the hospital with Wyatt, when Josh and I got to pretend we were a family of three (which we never had been) and cherish every moment.

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But really, if I'm being honest, I don't feel the need to travel back in time.  

I am content right here & now.  

And that feels good.