I'm also grateful that Wyatt has slowly but surely gotten better this week, after his asthma kicked in following a cold. He was like the turtle from The Turtle and The Hare, but he made it! Steroids are almost done, and he's off the nebulizer. Hallelujah!
Spending... Saturday afternoon at the kids cousin Gabriel's birthday party. The kids had so much fun and I had a great time visiting with everyone there. Afterward Josh, his brother Samuel and I watched the fight. I surprised myself by enjoying it as much as I did.
Keeping... different kids home all week this week. Jack was home Monday and Tuesday with a terrible cold that had him super run down. Then Logan stayed home with me Thursday after having two seizures back to back. One at 7:30am, and another at 9:00am. He hadn't eaten much dinner Wednesday night and was coming down with Jack's cold, so he didn't sleep well, and those 2 seizure triggers combined with an oncoming fever, caused him to have the seizures after nearly FIVE WEEKS seizure free. After a call to the neurologist, we decided to up his meds to 400mg of Tegretol at night so that even when his body is exposed to seizure triggers (flashing lights, lack of sleep, low blood sugar, etc.) the medicine will be enough to keep him from seizing. I feel good about this plan and am hopeful that we won't see anymore break through seizures.
Going... to counseling Tuesday with Jack in tow, since he was sick, and canceling with less than 24 hours notice is $85! So he came and brought headphones and a tablet and I talked to Chad like I always do. At this point, each of my kids has come with my to counseling with me, and I honestly think it's great. They get to see that counseling is nothing to be afraid of. That it's just you, and another person who listens to you, talking about life and your feelings. I have been very open with all my kids about my need to go to counseling and why I am in therapy. I tell them that it helps me sort out my emotions and keeps me healthy in my mind. I think that if therapy had less of a stigma a lot more people would go, and the world would be a healthier (happier) place.
Losing... another pound this week, despite my injury! I am down to 166lbs now, and so pumped. That's 34 pounds since the new year, and I am really starting to feel quite proud of myself. Josh and I have gotten the family's eating back on point as well, and I'm excited to see all of us eating better, in addition to all the physical activity we have been doing.
Finally... getting to the grocery store on Wednesday after not being able to go because of sick kids Monday & Tuesday. We were desperate for quite a few things (especially for making lunches!) by mid week and the kids were SO happy when they got home after school to discover I had been. Haha! Now that's real life!
Hanging... with Samuel most evenings. Josh's brother moved here a few weeks ago, and he's been joining us for dinner, which has been so fun. He and Josh are the best of friends, and I so enjoy his company. Those two can get me laughing like nobody's business, and are just really fun to hang out with. So it's been awesome. He's also a super awesome uncle and amazing with my kids, so that helps, too.
Using... Friday to search for costumes with the kiddos since they had the day off from school. The twins both went for something creepy, whereas Wyatt is being Ironman and Carly is being a kitty. Shopping with the four of them wasn't so bad as I thought it might be (thank goodness!) although the rest of the day with them home felt kinda long. I was ready for pizza & a movie by the time we put them to bed!
Reading... A Mother's Reckoning (written by the mother of one of the shooters at Columbine- it is so good and heartfelt and eye opening. I am learning a lot about mental health) and listening to An American Marriage on audio. I finished Ghosted, which I ended up hating (it had a twist I did not care for) and Heaven is For Real, which was a sweet, quick read (I finished it in one day last Sunday). When I finish An American Marriage, I hope to finish Hillbilly Elegy and start Love Does on audio.
Dreaming... that I was drowning (and rescued) in one dream; that I took our cat Ramona out to eat at Burger King in another; and that I was surrounded by broken glass in another. I am constantly fascinated by my dreams and wish I had a personal dream analyst on staff at all times. Ha! #inmydreams (see what I did there?)
Loving... the progress that Josh and Samuel made on the coat cubbies in our entryway this week. These cubbies have been a dream of mine since the boys started school here two years ago, and to see that dream coming true is the best! Eventually, they will be painted white with 3 hooks in each one (one for their backpack and two for coats).
On the very bottom shelf, they will keep their shoes & boots; then on the second shelf, below their backpacks and jackets, in the wicker basket they will have their gloves & hats. The top wicker baskets will have extra hats & gloves. I am going to be in organizational-nerd heaven! #justcallmemonica
Accomplishing... a lot on my to do list. I know I said it last week, but seriously, being off social media has given me SO much free time back. But I also think it has motivated me to look inward and see what my priorities are. So the two together are causing me to be really productive. I have been sorting through things to give to Goodwill and organizing the kids' toys and bedding. It feels really good. In that same vein, though, I have been allowing myself, at times, to just be, and that feels equally amazing.
Allowing... imperfection. Sigh. I had wanted to blog everyday in October for "Blogtober", but life happened, and I have missed a few days. This weekend it was more important to spend time with my kids & get ready for the week than to take the time to blog. I wish I had had time for both, but I just didn't. And that's okay. Growing up is so nice. Hard, but also nice. Allowing myself grace is really quite lovely.
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Feel no pressure to blog although I LOVE it when you do! You and Josh and your littles are more important! Thanks for writing what you do, Shelly. ❤️ M.
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