Celebrating... one year seizure free for Logan. It's completely surreal to me that he hasn't had a seizure in twelve months after how many he had in 2018. I remember thinking this day would never come. I couldn't imagine him going a month without a seizure, let alone an entire year. It took five medications to find the one that has worked for him long term, and the one he is on now took a leap of faith to put him on. These are scary, serious medications. Used for many different things with many different side effects. We've been blessed and I don't take it for granted, these worry free days. I know that at any point his body chemistry could change and throw us back into the ring, so for now, I just take it a day at a time, relishing the peace that comes with knowing they are currently controlled. Grateful doesn't begin to describe it.
Grooving... in our morning routine. It feels so good to finally feel like this is our new normal after weeks of scrambling every morning to get all three boys out the door. I am absolutely loving that the twins leave a little before Wyatt and get home before him. It's nice to have their departures and arrivals staggered. It helps me to spread my attention amongst them.
Carving... pumpkins with the kids and cracking up as Jack continually gagged from the smell and refused to dip his hands into his jack-o-lantern to empty it. The other kids didn't seem to mind, but Jack just can't handle it. I remember feeling the same way when I was little. The smell and the feel in my hands made my stomach feel so queasy. So I helped him out and we got the job done.
Doing stuff like that, carving pumpkins and other holiday traditions, are sometimes hard to make time for, but once we are doing them, I am always glad we did them because the kids are so into it, and so grateful.
Painting... the upstairs kids bathroom, which means I have just one room left to paint! I did it Monday when Josh's mom had Carly for the day, and I am so happy to have it completed. I meant to do it a few weeks ago, and then Wyatt got sick, so it got moved to the back burner. That bathroom has been dismantled for weeks now, so it's really nice to have it all painted and put back together!
Giving... haircuts to all the boys in my life- the twins, and Wyatt, as well as Josh and Samuel. I don't enjoy the process, but I do love how fresh everyone looks when it's done!
Suffering... four migraines this week. It sucks so much to have these. And this week, along with the migraines came a lot of emotions. I'm not even sure from what, but I kept bursting into tears randomly. Not cool. Hopefully next week gives me some headache respite.
Before the kids got home from school Thursday my mom and I were able to enjoy lunch together, just the two of us, and it was so nice. I was also able to show her what we've done to the house thus far and finish all my sentences and thoughts. That never happens! Hah!
During trick or treating the twinss were great brothers, making sure Carly got the right amount of candy and used her manners, and everyone LOVED Wyatt's amazing Lego costume. Every time he put it on, I would crack up. It was just so real. We all loved it! I felt surprised and honored that Jack & Logan still wanted to trick or treat with us and it didn't escape me that it might have been the last time.
Reading... 17 books in October, which blew.my.mind! I read 6 audio and 11 physical books, taking my Total Read for 2019 to 80 currently. This week I was listening to The Dutch House by Ann Patchett, which is read by Tom Hanks(!), and Everything Happens for a Reason by Kate Bowler. I also read The Pull of the Moon by Elizabeth Berg and started O Pioneers! by Willa Cather. I'm hoping to read 10 books in November, but I'm off to a slow start and I'm not sure I'll make it. We will see.
"Whatever you're meant to do,
do it now.
The conditions are always impossible."
Bundling up... every time we go outside. The cold weather has set in, and boy does it have a kick! We found and sorted our box of hats & gloves this week, and I hung up all my scarves. I had the boys try on their boots and coats to see what fits and I am wondering how much longer until our first snow. Here we go, winter!!
Ridiculously... grateful for some taco seasoning my bestie dropped off when she Boo'd our house this week (dropped off candy & goodies for the kids). I usually buy the little packets, which can be up to $.75 each, and after having this discussion with me, she bought me the huge container for less than $5 at Costco. If that's not real love, I don't know what is.
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ReplyDeleteLOVE the Lego costume and I am in awe of the amount of books you read last month. You inspire me! Hope you get a reprieve from the migraines soon.
P.S. Send me your new address soon so I can send you some snail mail! XOXO
That is so awesome that Logan has made it one whole year without a seizure! And yes the Lego costume cracks me up each time I see it. As far as bedtime, we do a staggered bedtime and it is nice to get alone time with the boys after the little ones go to sleep. We read a chapter in a book and just watch tv together. They definitely talk to us more in that last hour than they do any other time of day, so it ends up being enjoyable. David and I both are night owls so we still get several hours of alone time. With the time change though we always adjust a tad and will prob do 8:30 for the boys until March just bc it is so dark so early! Different strokes for different folks and all that.
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