{July 17-23rd}
The ones who see the story in its fullness
Blessed are the attend-ers.
"BEHOLD."
My Uncle Steve, my Grandpa Jerry & my Grandma Pansy |
So I am working to not take any of the attitudes in my house personally. Which is hard work, but also good and important work because if I don't work on it, I am going to be whipped around on an emotional roller coaster all.day.every.day because there are six of us here!
I called Doctor on Demand (who I have used for nearly 2 years now) to find out why, and it turns out that my card on file was old. But they didn't reach out. Just canceled my appointments twice in a row! I was so angry. I needed that appointment.
But Josh was already in the pool with the kids, so I took that hour that I would have spent talking to my counselor writing in my journal. I just kind of word-vomited everything that was bothering me. It wasn't exactly the same, but it did help.
So I decided that I am going to make him a little first aid kit to carry in his backpack (along with water and his skate tool) so that if he gets an injury, he can clean himself up and put on a bandaid.
Loving... summer. I don't think I could EVER get sick of summer. I love being hot. I love sitting in the sun. I love being in the pool. I love the feel of the warm pavement on the back patio and the way I feel my muscles melt in the warmth in the air.
Ecstatic... that my hydrangeas are in bloom. We have two plants, and one is still not producing, but this other one is going nuts! It makes me so happy! The colors go from the lightest blue to a nearly deep purple. So gorgeous.
Feeling... lots of sad feelings about my grandpa's progressing Alzheimer's. He still knows who I am, and is able to talk some, but you can tell it takes so much effort and it's hard to see. It's also hard to see and hear how hard it is for grandma to care for him full time with no help. I wish I could fix it.
Going... to Silverwood with the fam. Wyatt and Carly earned free tickets from their reading program at school. Josh also got a free ticket for being a teacher whose classroom participates. So we only had to pay for me and the twins.
The twins went off on their own for much of the day, but also checked in periodically, and we all got ice cream and went on our favorite ride (The Log Ride) together as it's tradition. Carly and Wyatt enjoyed some cotton candy (I love cotton candy too!) and rode some rides, Carly more than Wyatt. Overall, it was a great day, perfect weather and lots of fun memories made.
We were on a budget this year, so we packed lunches, which saved us a ton, and brought just two backpacks with waters for everyone inside. I'm glad we did because it would have been easy to get dehydrated if we hadn't all had waters.
Helping... Carly cut off the pieces of her skin that are hardened from her constant picking. I worry so much about her picking, as I know it's a nervous habit, but I don't really know what to do about it. I try to make her aware of it, so she can change her behavior, but it's such a satisfying addiction, it's been hard to curb! (Any advice is absolutely welcome! She picks not only her nails and cuticles, but also the actual skin on her fingers. Particularly when she's sitting still or going to sleep.)
Admiring... Carly's creation that she made from what we call the "sticky blocks". She found them in Wyatt's closet one evening and when she woke up the next day she went to work. She made a little house for her kitties complete with a patio awning, a food & water dish, a climbing play structure, a basketball hoop and even "parents" (bigger cats) watching the kids play while eating "chips" made from the triangle pieces. Her imagination will forever be my favorite.
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