{Jack}
Today started out okay enough. The boys let me sleep until 7:00, I started some laundry and they were really well behaved. They let Daddy sleep in by being good,quiet boys; they gave me lots of snuggles; and even let me sneak away into their room to {further} baby proof it. (Our nephew recently escaped his crib, and this got me thinking that someday our children may discover that escape is possible. And with our recent Windex incident I don't want to take any risks.)
Then I wanted to take a shower. Mistake #1. I showered, shaved half my legs, and got out, sensing that trouble was brewing. The boys were playing with our printer and jumping on the couch. Then while I was blowdrying, Mistake #2, I heard the front door. I answered to find my sister-in-law returning a plate. I took the plate and headed into the kitchen to find the boys... They had opened a "child proof" drawer, and dumped a box of paper clips & thumb tacks onto the floor. When Josh heard me shout "Oh, nooo!" he came running out of the bedroom where he is still working on that massive project for WSU. I pulled the drawer out of the cupboard and all but threw it on top of the dryer. I JUST WANTED TO BLOWDRY MY HAIR!
Forget it. Threw my hair back and got the boys in their high chairs to do some art, Mistake #3, as they preferred eating the crayons to coloring with them.
Then I called my mom.
Sobbing.
I am so exhausted. (See previous post for where I'm at mentally...) She gave me the pep talk I needed to get through lunch and assured me that if I just came over to her house, she would help out with the boys and be the listening ear I needed.
I cried a little more, fed the boys lunch, put them down for naps, fell asleep myself, woke up when the boys did and headed to her house.
Then the fun began:
Today started out okay enough. The boys let me sleep until 7:00, I started some laundry and they were really well behaved. They let Daddy sleep in by being good,quiet boys; they gave me lots of snuggles; and even let me sneak away into their room to {further} baby proof it. (Our nephew recently escaped his crib, and this got me thinking that someday our children may discover that escape is possible. And with our recent Windex incident I don't want to take any risks.)
Then I wanted to take a shower. Mistake #1. I showered, shaved half my legs, and got out, sensing that trouble was brewing. The boys were playing with our printer and jumping on the couch. Then while I was blowdrying, Mistake #2, I heard the front door. I answered to find my sister-in-law returning a plate. I took the plate and headed into the kitchen to find the boys... They had opened a "child proof" drawer, and dumped a box of paper clips & thumb tacks onto the floor. When Josh heard me shout "Oh, nooo!" he came running out of the bedroom where he is still working on that massive project for WSU. I pulled the drawer out of the cupboard and all but threw it on top of the dryer. I JUST WANTED TO BLOWDRY MY HAIR!
Forget it. Threw my hair back and got the boys in their high chairs to do some art, Mistake #3, as they preferred eating the crayons to coloring with them.
Then I called my mom.
Sobbing.
I am so exhausted. (See previous post for where I'm at mentally...) She gave me the pep talk I needed to get through lunch and assured me that if I just came over to her house, she would help out with the boys and be the listening ear I needed.
I cried a little more, fed the boys lunch, put them down for naps, fell asleep myself, woke up when the boys did and headed to her house.
Then the fun began:
{Logan}
As soon as we got there, my headache began to disappear, and the joy on my boys' faces warmed my heart.
As soon as we got there, my headache began to disappear, and the joy on my boys' faces warmed my heart.
Soon my parents got back from their garage sale-ing and the boys waited anxiously for them to come play with us!
{Jack & Logan}
After an afternoon of joyful-running, giggly-laughing, baby-chasing, trampoline-jumping, bike-riding, Goldfish-eating, KoolAid-drinking, cousin-loving, girl-talking fun; we had dinner and went for a walk.
After an afternoon of joyful-running, giggly-laughing, baby-chasing, trampoline-jumping, bike-riding, Goldfish-eating, KoolAid-drinking, cousin-loving, girl-talking fun; we had dinner and went for a walk.
After spending the afternoon just enjoying the sunshine, the company of family, and a lack of responsibility, I realized:
These boys make it ALL worth it.
Every dust covered shelf, unmade bed, unwashed towel...
Every unshaved leg, untended toenail & undone hair day...
I just need to remember that "this too shall pass",
one day I will have plenty of time to tend to my house, myself.
And then I will miss their baby selves, their new voices,
their giggles, and their tiny hands pulling at me.
These boys make it ALL worth it.
Every dust covered shelf, unmade bed, unwashed towel...
Every unshaved leg, untended toenail & undone hair day...
I just need to remember that "this too shall pass",
one day I will have plenty of time to tend to my house, myself.
And then I will miss their baby selves, their new voices,
their giggles, and their tiny hands pulling at me.
I love reading your blog, you have such an expressive way with words. I was also having a very dark day today. Not that I would wish this feeling on anyone, but it's nice to know someone else is in a similar place!
ReplyDeleteIt wont be like this for long by Darius Rucker.... get lost in that song. I love reading your blogs! What a great mom you have....
ReplyDeleteNow I feel guilty not for helping you. :( I felt like I was interrupting you. I am sorry!! Another than that-- I love the pictures of Logan and Jack. They look so cute in those hats! Hope your having a good day today.
ReplyDeleteGood for you for turning your day (and your mood) around and starting over! I had fun with you & the babes- as always!
ReplyDeleteAgreed with the Hammack Family!! 'It won't be like this for Long' is one of my favorite songs right now!
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Hugs! You are a gem. This is a tough stage, but soooo worth it. Hang in there (I promise your bathrooms will still be there.) You have an amazing way with words... I see a book in your future!
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