11.13.2009

what keeps me going

These two sweet little bubs
make me feel like perhaps I will make it after all.

This whole week I have felt like
this song
by JoDee Messina.

And it's getting old.

We have at least four weeks to go until Josh is done.
And I am beat.
Empty
Deflated.
Defeated.

Like Josh always says, though,
I gotta keep on keeping on.
(Whatever that means!)

3 comments:

Aniko said...

One of my favorite expressions is to "fake it until you make it".

You will get through this and it will be awesome at the other side.

Don't look so far ahead, it just causes anxiety. Look at today only, do the very best you can for today and go to bed with a restful mind.

Knowing how much you are loved.

Becky said...

Just a reminder...Three days off next week! Yipppeeee!

Rox said...

Shelly. Let me tell you, now that I'm a mommy... I have even more respect for you! Blake and I are both home with Ferris and there's still not enough hours in the day! Many, MANY props to you & Josh for doing what you have to do and doing it with a grateful heart and smile on your face!!!